I think I'll just share an exert from a recent journal. Not sure what else I would say in these moments. I look forward to sharing soon about this new life.
So here are the questions in mind and the peace that I'm reminding myself of and am thankful for.
"Baby is coming. Nightly feedings, people around.
Will this little one be healthy? Will it be easy or hard? Will it be a boy or a girl? What will it's name be? Does Evee really understand what is coming? Will I make it through surgery? Will it hurt a lot? Will I enjoy breastfeeding again? Will my job/work carry on and function smoothly while I'm gone? Will I be able to enjoy the process of it all? Or will I be so tired I can think straight?
Many things to consider. BUT my soul is at rest. My hope is in God. He is my peace. He is my help. He is our wisdom, our strength, our guide.
So I will not be put to shame and I will not concern myself with matters to great for me. My soul will be still and quiet in the Lord."